A Portrait's of Love

Yupe, I am in dilemma right now whether we're (I anak beranak) going to US or not! The reason why we're going to US?? Actually Burn got a project to be done in US for 2 months. So, apa lagi... I pun bodeklah nak ikut. For me 2 months consider lama tu.... Ish! x sanggup rasanya nak berjauhan dengan suami tersayang selama 2 months. It's hard to persuade Burn to bring us along in the beginning. I've been trying so hard to persuade him since the day I knew he needs to be there. And for sure, there'll be a pro's and con's if I anak beranak ikut. Biasalah, money wise.... everything need to be calculated. For me, loves and happiness is d most important things in our lives. Alhamdulillah... akhirnya lembut juga hati Burn untuk membawa kami ikut serta. Thank you "sayang" for your consideration and thank you too to all my friends yang memberi I sokongan untuk terus memujuk Burn. Hehehe.... Without you all, I don't think I'll be able to persuade him. Susah woo nak pujuk mamat sorang nie. Hehehehe...

Persoalannya sekarang, mengapa I dalam dilemma?? I dalam dilemma kerana keputusan untuk ke US sekarang dipostpone by his manager coz he might be involved with another project in Malaysia. Haaiii... lemah semangat bila dengar kena postpone. Mana x nyer... setelah I bertungkus lumus memujuk dan merayu untuk dibawa bersama ke US dan Burn pun akhirnya dah setuju, sekarang kena postpone pulak! Kalau postpone tapi confirm pergi x per... Ini 50/50 pulak! Aduhhhh.. boring laaa macam nie. Dah lama I x pi jalan jauh2 (oversea). Ada laa dalam 5 years back, since balik dari US dulu. Sekarang rasa nak bertukar anginlah pulak.... Hmmm.. sebab tu lah I dalam dilemma.

Apa2 pun, keputusan untuk ke US kena tunggulah dulu. Insyaallah, jika ada rezeki mungkin kami anak beranak akan ke US by mid of June. Tapi kalau x der, tak per laaa.. dah bukan rezeki.. iyer tak? Pergi atau tidak, yang penting I love him so much dan dia berada dekat dimata, makin dekat dihati I..... Tunggu ajerlah keputusanya nanti ya!

Wassalam.